I don't trust words, I trust actions!!!

The ability to lie and not realize it is a gift unique to humans. Not only do we deceive others, we can trick ourselves into believing something that's not true is. That's because motivation for lying is usually tied up in self-esteem and self-preservation. We lie in an effort to create the best possible version of ourselves, and we lie so that we don't have to face the consequences that our other, less-perfect self incurs. That means we may lie about our accomplishments or skills so that others respect us more, or to cover up mistakes so that we don't lose that respect. We'll also lie about mistakes and misdeeds to avoid punishment. Sometimes we do it to avoid hurting someone else's feelings, which has the bonus effect of ensuring the other person maintains their good opinion of us -- and doesn't become consumed with a desire to break our nose.

We lie because it works, and because it has benefits. We avoid punishment by fibbing about who scribbled on the walls with permanent marker, we get higher raises by taking credit for work tasks we didn't complete, and we get love by assuring a potential mate that he or she doesn't look fat in those jeans. When lying ceases to work (when the lie is discovered) and has more drawbacks than perks (your spouse won't look at you after discovering your extramarital affairs) -- only then do some people tell the truth.

Why?

It’s been long two months and I have not seen my papa so far.  I keep on searching him, with belief that I will see him at home when I go home on weekends, he will speak to me.
I have lost all my trust onto you Almighty!! What typo beliefs you have made for the people living on earth, I have few interrogations for you Dear GOD.  Why you made this world? Why you send people with birth & death date? Why you have put up these sensations, affections when eventually you want us to remain solid in every state?

GOD!! Do you relish while people on earth are doomed.

My senses had remained standstill. Papa where are you?  

Today the date is 20th October 2016! The same question I have for you Dear GOD...where is my Dad? May I have a permission to meet him please.... It's been four years now...my senses had remained standstill..I want to see him...I want to hug my dad...I want to see him please GOD... I don't know how I'm alive...I miss him every single second....